Friday, September 25, 2009

it wasn't a dream

I can't believe this happened last night.

Michael came and visited me at work. But before he walked in, Bianca called him over and asked, "what are your intentions?" When he was silent, she asked, "What's going on between you and Victoria?" And he remained silent again. Then, she said "The hesitation was enough. And you're a good guy, so I don't need to tell you to watch out." Then Michael said, "we're still friends... but we're more than friends."

But I didn't know about any of this until much later. When he walked in, I felt a sudden bubbling joy and anxiety. It made me so happy to see him. It's his eyes. The right one, in particular. So I took the chance to take out the garbage, and he walked with me. At this point, I nervously smiled at Bianca... and (apparently) he smiled at her too.

I was just ridiculous the rest of the night. Just bubbling with happiness. I'm pretty sure I did a good bit of jumping. I feel bad for my coworkers.

And now, I just can't believe that's true. That Michael really does like me. He really is interested in me. I can't believe how blessed I am. I have no idea why he talks to me. And I'm completely dumbfounded as to why he is interested in me. But I am so glad.

I thought of all the years I spent without any sort of boyfriend. And I would have gladly gone three more years for this. This is so worth it. He is so worth it.

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