Friday, December 18, 2009

it was just a dream

I had a dream last night. In it, he wrote me several letters and cryptic messages telling me that he was only afraid of dating, and that he wanted me.

I dreamt that he loved me.
But it was only a dream.

Wednesday, December 16, 2009

scent.

Today-
I noticed a scent, and it immediately attracted me. I thought it must be some great cologne, an extremely intriguing smell. It perked my senses and heightened my interest in the men around me.

then I realized it was because it smelled like Michael.

That natural, woodsy, spicy smell. The smell of trees and incense and body and books.

How long will it take for these unconscious urges to leave me?