I'm okay.

I just spent two hours just talking with the agnostic and the friendly girl (whom he loves). And it was fine. Overall.

There were moments when I saw the way he looks at her, his dangerous clear eyes filled with admiration. And it bothered me.

At times, I thought of how I loved him, and how he loves her, and how he'll never think of me in her presence. And it bothered me.

And every now and then, I felt the awkward tension brewing as they had their "us" moments. The moments so prevalent among the early stages of a teenage relationship. And it bothered me.

But overall, these evanescent thoughts got lost in the midst of an intriguing conversation with two very intelligent and interesting people. And I think I'm okay.